Tuesday, February 19, 2008


So I am sitting in the computer commons at WCC, trying to figure out what the meaning of my existence is. So far i have had no luck in this matter, honestly... its quite perplexing. I don't know what drew me to think about this, but for some reason its stuck in my head. What if there is no higher purpose to our existence. What if we are here because of some sick game a higher power decided to play on us. So this could all be some sort of psychological experiment in which we are all subjects to some greater beings control, and we are all being used to explain something that we can't fathom.

Yeah i dont have a clue where this came from. but its interesting to think about.

Tuesday, February 12, 2008


This last week has been quite astounding to say the least, I'm sitting in school right now, reminiscing about the night i had last night. Dave and I went over to his sisters house and watched a couple of movies with her, it was a lot of fun. But by the time we got back to my place so he could get his car, he was way to tired to drive, so he stayed over... now i know what your thinking, and no i didn't do anything... risky. we didnt have sex or anything. but he asked me out, formally, to be his boyfriend.... woot. so yeah last night was good.

Wednesday, February 6, 2008

last couple of days...

Heya, so i recently started school... thats always fun, my classes are going pretty well, but im still not sure if im gonna do Art or Music, its like choosing between Pizza and Mac&Cheese.... i just dont feckin have a clue.
But on the other hand, I've met a helluva lot of interesting people... including this guy ive been hanging with for about a week named Dave, i wouldnt say its a Relationship, but its getting there. It's like....going to heaven and finding god in bed with another man, simply... SCANDALOUS!!!!
But otherwise life has been pretty boring, grandma is still in the hospital for rehab from her hip replacement... so stereotypical old lady-ish, she has her hip replaced, and instantly turns the crabby panties on..(im sure there could be some sort of Spongebob Squarepants reference... but honestly, he terrifies me). She wont let anyone but my grandpa come see her at the hospital, she freaks out if we walk in the room.

But these last couple of weeks, have been pretty good, if i dare say it.... amazing. Life really seems to be working out... for now. You all know how life can change in an instant. I've been taking Hydroxycut for the past week and ive already lost 1 1/2 inches off my mid-section... and 1 inch of my butt... im really happy with the results... and it works so fast, i just.... cant even think of how ill look 2 months from now. Before, I always felt like a blimp thats landed on the island of skinnny-gay-ville. But now, I've never felt more secure with my body and my image. I look at all my friends and realize that everyone's life seems to be going better. I hope it is for all of you as well. But for now,
Peace, Love, And Happiness
And Blessed be all

Wednesday, January 30, 2008

Heh..... wow.

sooo yeah, i just got home from hanging with a friend of mine... i have a school and the morning and i really should be going to bed. but something about the last couple of nights have really givin me a nice outlook on life for the moment, and i really enjoy it.

But anyway, (im borin your head off), i was hanging with my friend and we were having a grand old time, just like we always do. and im talking with her and her friend about her friends kids... about how her son (whos like 3) had came up to her and said, " my penis is big today mommy" and she was just like "mmmmhmm." in that friendly mother tone, a couple days later her he came back said again, but to top it all off, after she said mmhhmmm he dicided to pull down his pants and yells at the top of his lungs "IM GONNA HIT YOU WITH IT!!!!" and starts shaking his little ass off, this is just supposedly. so im laughing my ass off about it. i love it.

These stories are just fucking cute, i love it.

Thursday, January 24, 2008

karaoke tonight....

soooo Mara hosted karaoke tonight... it was going good, had a nice rotation of people singing, and right up until about 11:30-12 EVERYONE up and disappeared. So there was like 4 people in the rotation, including Mara and I, for about an hour.... then this group of guys showed up... and that was pretty tight... i sang barbie girl with one of them... yeah i was barbie... just like in bed... *wink wink* unless, you know, the guy im with wants it some other way... sorry if thats a little TMI, but anyway im rambling, so these guys show up and i sing barbie girl and they were all our singers and Mara and I. i tried a few new songs... it was nice... some of which worked pretty well... some others i kinda butchered... just a little bit. Over all the night was good. so im happy, im in a REALLY content mood with life. even if it doesnt go as planned its cool.
Peace out for now,


P.S. School sux major a$$

P.P.S. there's a cartoon at the top for your enjoyment

Monday, January 21, 2008


my feet are cold.....

That is all

Saturday, January 19, 2008

After the Eye Appointment.

YEAH.... awesome... perfect vision again.... lol. So how does one go about explaining an eye doctor appointment?
hmmmm, well they numbed my eyes... stung like a biznitch, and then it made me look permenantly stoned... and there was a dye that he put in.... which wasnt too bad.... cuz of the numbing agent. but the mother of all of it.... lol... it seems like im saying this a helluva lot lately... the doctor was frickin GORGEOUS! heh but seriously, he could've been a model... i was just... wow... *drools again*, im still waiting on that bib from Mara too... hopefully i dont stain my shirt with my drool...