Yuuuuup

So I am sitting in the computer commons at WCC, trying to figure out what the meaning of my existence is. So far i have had no luck in this matter, honestly... its quite perplexing. I don't know what drew me to think about this, but for some reason its stuck in my head. What if there is no higher purpose to our existence. What if we are here because of some sick game a higher power decided to play on us. So this could all be some sort of psychological experiment in which we are all subjects to some greater beings control, and we are all being used to explain something that we can't fathom.


Yeah i dont have a clue where this came from. but its interesting to think about.

wow...

This last week has been quite astounding to say the least, I'm sitting in school right now, reminiscing about the night i had last night. Dave and I went over to his sisters house and watched a couple of movies with her, it was a lot of fun. But by the time we got back to my place so he could get his car, he was way to tired to drive, so he stayed over... now i know what your thinking, and no i didn't do anything... risky. we didnt have sex or anything. but he asked me out, formally, to be his boyfriend.... woot. so yeah last night was good.

last couple of days...

Heya, so i recently started school... thats always fun, my classes are going pretty well, but im still not sure if im gonna do Art or Music, its like choosing between Pizza and Mac&Cheese.... i just dont feckin have a clue.

But on the other hand, I've met a helluva lot of interesting people... including this guy ive been hanging with for about a week named Dave, i wouldnt say its a Relationship, but its getting there. It's like....going to heaven and finding god in bed with another man, simply... SCANDALOUS!!!!

But otherwise life has been pretty boring, grandma is still in the hospital for rehab from her hip replacement... so stereotypical old lady-ish, she has her hip replaced, and instantly turns the crabby panties on..(im sure there could be some sort of Spongebob Squarepants reference... but honestly, he terrifies me). She wont let anyone but my grandpa come see her at the hospital, she freaks out if we walk in the room.

But these last couple of weeks, have been pretty good, if i dare say it.... amazing. Life really seems to be working out... for now. You all know how life can change in an instant. I've been taking Hydroxycut for the past week and ive already lost 1 1/2 inches off my mid-section... and 1 inch of my butt... im really happy with the results... and it works so fast, i just.... cant even think of how ill look 2 months from now. Before, I always felt like a blimp thats landed on the island of skinnny-gay-ville. But now, I've never felt more secure with my body and my image. I look at all my friends and realize that everyone's life seems to be going better. I hope it is for all of you as well. But for now,

Peace, Love, And Happiness

And Blessed be all

Kris